You make a decision and sometimes it is very bad and then you are upset because the outcome is awful. Sometimes the outcome does not reveal itself for decades. I am sorry, I am sorry if you wasted your life. I am sorry for those decisions that make you so unhappy today. I cannot regret, it is for you to regret. You are so unhappy. Even though your decisions do not affect me, they do. I love you and when you are sad and angry, I am hurt for you. I love you. Make good decisions – or – acquire acceptance. I don’t know, something.