Once I knew that there is no better and brighter future here in this relationship, I became devastated.
I should not have hoped in the first place. I wasted irreplaceable hours being anxious and hoping. I could have enjoyed those hours by accepting that you would not change your hurtful behavior.
After all, you are concerned with you, as was I. But no more, now you can be concerned with you and I can be concerned with new.
