I’m Entranced by the Level of Insight….

Tyson posts:   Im starting to realize that I take my hobbies so seriously, that they aren’t fun anymore. I am so bent on being successful, that I no longer enjoy doing it. The high of the success is the only thing that keeps me interested, and my dejection when the plan doesn’t come together completely, makes it hard to be happy with even any amount of success. I feel as if my expectations have exceeded my abilities to fulfill them. The realization that I cannot control the outcomes to my level of need, makes it difficult to find any motivation to continue looking for them.