My Muse

You know, it’s kind of embarrassing to be in love.  No – I mean it.  Who wants to acknowledge breathlessly waiting for someone?  In some families this ‘lame’ behavior is a desired trait.  For my family, true love with the opposite sex was a weakness (not that love with the same sex was any better).  So here I am ‘hopelessly in love’ with this guy and it is embarrassing.  Come on, tell me I am not alone in this experience?